Title: Eclectic Spiritualist

Gender: Female

Age: 27

Sun Sign: Taurus

Chinese Sign: Water Dog

Location: Lexington, KY

When someone asks you to tell them about yourself, you come up with things like Facts…
I was Born in Jacksonville AL. 
I Am Bisexual
I am A College Freshman
I am Deeply Spiritual  ( The Goddess lives in Me too! )

But to Really Know someone you have to build an Emotional Relactional Database in your own mind.  You have to Carefully add up all your interactions with the person, Your own Reactions to them, and What you think the Other person's Reactions are to you.  Only then can you Grok them.

A Few more Things you Should Know…
I have Multiple Personalities.
I don't Consider this a Disorder However.  We all know of eachother, and we all Get along very Well.  Sometimes they act in a “spirit guide” sort of Capacity for Me.  They are my Friends and Lovers and Family.  Rath, Loki, Kalok, Daemeon and right Now, Thijalfi is Back for a visit.

The First Four I consider Permanent Residents.  Rath is, inspite of our recent troubles, The closest to my heart.  He and I have Been Working together since I was about Eight years old.  He is a gentleman in the classic sense.  He is Kind and Good and Practical.  He is Very much a Libra.  He is Organized and Always knows Exactly where he is.  He has incredible Cognitive mapping ability and Is a true Nature enthusiast.  He is so much more complex than this… Words fail me.  He is Sensitive and Such a Good Listener… and he is a Wonderful Partner.

Loki and I began our relationship as Adversaries.  He, unlike the others, Whom I believe to have Arrisen from my psyche, Was a Demon who became interested in me around the age of thirteen…  He has Never stopped Being a Demon… but We have Both had Serious impact On eachother's lives.  He has Brought Me Through my Fear of Men, and helped me to Become Stronger.  And He has Changed for Me…  we are No longer adversaries.  He of course, does his Namesake Proud.  He is a trickster and a Shapeshifter.  He Enjoys Plots and inregue.  And he is a Demon in Spirit…  He does Love his vices.

Kalok is a Perfect Manifestation of My inner Warrior.  She is The Essence of My Force of Will.  She is Fearless and Free and powerful and Tall and All the Many things I would Like to Be.  She is Also Wise and Strong…  Her Strength can Be Gentle, and it can be Horrible.  She is a Demonslayer by Profession.  She is a Heyoka Shaman… all her magics are Backward.  Nothing Is More important to her than Her tribe, Of which we are proud to call ourselves a part.

Daemeon is my inner Child.  He is a Zen Master, and a Knight in Shining Armor.  He is Whimsical and Crazy in that way that Kids can be.  He walks around in a shape that is Most Likened to an eight year old child… with all the Charnal Knowlege befitting a dirty-minded 25 year old person such as Myself.  He enjoys jokes and Showing people to themselves.  He has a Very Macabre and Disgusting sense of humor at times, and truely embraces the “icky little boy” mentality.

Thijalfi used to be a personality of mine about Six years ago.  Earlier this year she appeared, announcing that she was here for a Long stay.  She Left When I was Nineteen to become an Aspect of Death.  She Chose to become “an usher” as she calls it.  As I understand it, she Helps bring souls from their lives to Whereever they Need to Go Afterward.  Thijalfi is an enigma.  It's impossible to tell whether she is Serious or just Joking alot of the time.  She Speaks in riddles and Loves babies.  She is Also very Wise.  She has access to her entire Akashic Memory, So she has alot Of Experience to Draw upon.

I believe that My Personalities are Whole Souls, in and of themselves… And I also believe that they are Parts of me… aspects of My self. 

It has been an interesting Life.

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